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boo. and im sick of seeing a bad entry right after a good entry. this is a bad one | |
| < content="MSHTML 6.00.5730.11" name=GENERATOR> its funny how things happen. how disasters can lead to happiness. how broken hearts can lead to love. im sitting at this computer writing about one of the most amazing guys i have come across. Once upon a time, a man was unfaithful to his wife. he bought his mistress flowers and exchanged kisses in a car. His only heir witnessed it. leading to divorce. >this is how the story starts, how the story goes..and how i met tyler. under unfortunate circumstances... he's amazing in every aspect. does things without my expectance and likes me for me. i feel like i dont have to live up to standards and i'm aloud to be myself. for valentines day he sent me pink roses. ive never recieved flowers from anyone so it pretty much ment the world.. im just so happy right now. <3 ashley | |
so its pretty much been a bad week. everyone keeps asking why ive been so sad. even mindy talked to me in the weightroom and asked why my expression looked like i had the world resting on my shoulders. i guess ive been overly stressed. i still not over my ex. that whole shananigan(sp?) was a DISASTER. i just hate, more that anything, to get lied to. and hes so believeable..or am i just that gullible. but he told me he didnt want a girlfriend now b4 college and didnt want to get more attached to me that he already was(he said he practically loved me) and it was hard, i cried, thought it was ridiculous, but i believed him. the other day i talked to him on aim and said this exactly. "hands down. i think i loved you. if that what love was. i honestly never said it and meant it. and i am now, to you. and i dont want you to feel guilty.not my intention at all. i just need to actually say it to you." and he wrote a sad face. i started balling. it was one of the hardest emotionally, but i told him i couldnt be friends for a while...so anyway. i was on myspace today. and the girl he says is supost to be his "friend" well their going out. even though he told me they wernt. son of a fucking bitch face. thats all i have to say. it doesnt bother me hes moved on. it bothers me he lied to me like that and keeps lieing.. and i believe every damn word. homework is over piling. theres so much to do. so little time. im sick of it. im done with it all. and most importantly. RIP TY WORKMAN | |
| its has seriously been ages since ive written in here. im the happiest ive been in the longest time. everything just seems soo more than perfect and i hope it doesnt change for a long time. | |
ALkYaya: lol now im gunna work 7th street again ahh thanx polkey! it helped | |
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